One day closer to calling...a deposit will be made into my account any day...I have heard NOTHING...it is killing me...I am missing those girls like crazy...

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NOTHING...NOTHING...not a word Amy...his sister called...his neice called...I wonder if he even remembered? I wonder if she was down...I can't even tell you how I feel...I should get to call you Monday or Tuesday I would think....Oh amy...I had a wonderful day...p took me through some beautiful country...we ate a nice dinner...went to a neat bar for a bit...got home early...it was really, really wonderful...he gave me a beautiful heart diamond necklace and told me that "pretty girls need pretty things"...then why...WHY was I checking my phone for ANYTHING that might come in...WHY? I am so sad....talk to you soon...sigh

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Well...10am..NOTHING...woke up to a dream about him...what a way to start your birthday...right? I came home from the ranch last night..."p" just called and told me to get all dressed up when I come out today...he is wisking me away to somewhere...see Amy, why would I not want a man like that...even when we do chores we have fun...why can't I just release this that is in my heart? I really, really wonder if I am going to hear anything...I must have made him angry when I didn't get the phone call last Fri night...but I did call on Monday...to talk to the girls...all the wondering and the guessing just make my stomach sick and my body tired....I am tired of wondering about "her" and what is going on there...tired of wondering if he will call or text....tired of thinking about him...tired of all the crap from the past haunting me....I am realy trying to live in the moment...and go...and do what I need to to continue my life....I could just scream!! So many emotions...so mixed...a smart woman....feeling really, really dumb! Talk to you very soon....it is snowing here...I think the youngest has a big basketball game tournament of some sort this weekend....talk to you soon...thank you for all that you do!